im forgetting want i in life. spiraling down the unknown and unheard of. i dont know where im going or if im going anywhere at all. i just need to be moving. where evere that happens to be. i want to know but i dont. i want to change but i dont how to. im struggling but happy. i seem lost but im so weirdly found. i think i need more but in more than one way i need less. i seem to think i feel emotion but only one is taking over me. im pretty sure ive found love or maybe in disguise? i want to think i going to where i want but il never know that untill i get there. i want read out words that come from my heart but in all honesty who has one of them these days? they have been given away or shredded to peices, broken or divided. i want to think im okay, but im not.