FULL BUT EMPTY.

its too hard. i though this is what ive always wanted, but its started to become difficult. i should be aware of what i wish for. i thought i was strong, i thought i could handle situations such as these, maybe even worse situations. ive been proven wrong. ultimate factor is i cant be by myself. im actually highly incapable of doing any sort of activity independently. ive never had to do it by myself, ever. im placed in an what appares to be a well stocked enviroment or surrounding, yet iv never felt so lonely in my life.