insomnia.

why th f am i up? its like four oclock. and im wide awake and not tired at all. jamming the john legend and really really missing my magnet. loveyoumagnet! speaking of my magnet we just had an interesting convo about wether or not the world was going to end in 2012. me personally, ii dont think so. but SHIT wouldnt it be rats if it did :/ anywho thn we got on to the subject of wtf we would do in our last minutes/ hors/days bla bla you know wht i mean. i think i would just stay at home, cry, kick it wit nickapenis and thats when he said " i would probably run all the way to your house keys " i blushed, asyadooooo >.< and then i got so downers. thinking of how it would be such a sad occasion and how it would feel so flippin un-sweet. GR change subject ..

so heard skankmas in the park was gay. thank god. now i dont fell like a doosh for missing out due to me being grounded by that woman who calls herslf my mother. FML. can she not ground me in the holidays? like, i havent been out since kurts. fuckitty fuck. anyway change subject . .

dont you love weddings? anyone who knows me knows i LOVE weddings. i so cannot flippin wait till mine, gonna be off th hook HHA. ive pretty much sused everthing. engagement party, hens night, stag night, brides maids/ their dresses, maid of honour, flower girl, ring boys, the flowers, the food, MY DRESS, my shoes, vale, venue for ceremony and reception, table settings, colour scheme at the reception and of cours the piss up afterwards, honeymoon etc. sus gee sus! now just waiting for my fiance and a ring. mite need those HHA

CH-CH-CHURR