DAY.

had a great day today. went to cee my babes (: and done sme fun sctivities then went to town. on the way thr talked to this man. he was so like retard and he had a fake gun. nex mintue th popo turned up to take hys fake gun :L (cause it was such a threat to society) HHA. bumped into a few manequins a.k.a joshy drew and shad, oh and jess and jacqui. well yes tht was interesting watching the same thing three times :L plus, had a angus. fcuk you emma, who ever the fcuk you are and had a kitkat and haered home. caught the wrong bus. thanks babe! and walked home from stluke. had a bit of a episode. ifelt so sick and went to go be spew EW! and thn had to walk home dying of tummy pain. like what a freaking centre for ants ANYWAY got home 2hours later thn wht i was suppose to and ended up getting grounded for a extra month. btw, ive been grounded for the last month i think? so yay. no partying for keys until feb2010 O: fcuking catastrophy. well yer, CHUR DA BEY!

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Pretty much dedicated to me (:

Not that he knows it? Chur

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHA.

ballin'

for gods sake. she spits rhymes, sings, is learning to skate, has like a weird croaky thing going on with her voice, she smokes, shes so badass and she can kick it with the boys. gotta give props to any girl who can kick it wit th boys. Chur. plus she can be fresh and pretty and she use to like model and shiet. now she works with skaters full time. how much cooler can you get?

TUBE IT.

Just begun - Sons of Zion Tribute to Michael Jackson.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AfTJT_e5ZBw&feature=fvw

CHUR

totally.

REDREDREDREDREDREDREDREDRED

"like weezy and yeezy" has indeed had a makeover. enjoy it as much as i do (: i log in jus to look at it HHA. header guy is hot. mysterious and saax with hys tats. yum! anywho . . i dont who he is, where hes from or where hes going?!?!? lol was jus googling and HELLO SAAXY. oh thats right, i was googling chanel from ROB DYRDEKS FANTASY FACTORY yano the receptionist chick. fuck shes pretty o! o for awesome that is HHA. moving right along; love it. love me. keep reading and do it like leona and i; try and be HAPPY :D

insomnia.

why th f am i up? its like four oclock. and im wide awake and not tired at all. jamming the john legend and really really missing my magnet. loveyoumagnet! speaking of my magnet we just had an interesting convo about wether or not the world was going to end in 2012. me personally, ii dont think so. but SHIT wouldnt it be rats if it did :/ anywho thn we got on to the subject of wtf we would do in our last minutes/ hors/days bla bla you know wht i mean. i think i would just stay at home, cry, kick it wit nickapenis and thats when he said " i would probably run all the way to your house keys " i blushed, asyadooooo >.< and then i got so downers. thinking of how it would be such a sad occasion and how it would feel so flippin un-sweet. GR change subject ..

so heard skankmas in the park was gay. thank god. now i dont fell like a doosh for missing out due to me being grounded by that woman who calls herslf my mother. FML. can she not ground me in the holidays? like, i havent been out since kurts. fuckitty fuck. anyway change subject . .

dont you love weddings? anyone who knows me knows i LOVE weddings. i so cannot flippin wait till mine, gonna be off th hook HHA. ive pretty much sused everthing. engagement party, hens night, stag night, brides maids/ their dresses, maid of honour, flower girl, ring boys, the flowers, the food, MY DRESS, my shoes, vale, venue for ceremony and reception, table settings, colour scheme at the reception and of cours the piss up afterwards, honeymoon etc. sus gee sus! now just waiting for my fiance and a ring. mite need those HHA

CH-CH-CHURR

don't judge a book by its cover.

don't listen to the reviews.

look inside and read the best chapters

and know that one day, if your lucky,

you might know the full story.

- Arquilya Pile

Hey there, pretty girl

I'll probably go tatoo your name on my heart.
I swear I start to think I'm going crazy.

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me. I guess i'll make my own way ignorance is you new bestfriend

your dancing is like sex on stage.
knowing your mine puts a simle on my face
makes my heart race, fast pace
when you move like that
front to back.
up and down.
no frowns, just straight passion
your fashion is outrageous
its sex to my eyes
no lies, its bangin like swaggin
so fresh, so clean
na mean. Im KEEEEEEEEN

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

I love you.
Theres few people ican actually say that too.
Honestly, i use to have problems saying anything remotely close to those three words.
My dove flew.
Right by pooh.
Your pen drew.
It was hard. But now . .
I cant stop. You make it non-stop.
But now it feels like nothing.
General conversation in a way.
Its pretty flippin sweet . .
like candycanes at christmas :)
I love you

FUCK X`S

ive said laters to the past.

im ready for

the future . . with you

(",)

GRR.

fcuk
like why god why?
why not me?
is ths karma doen her thang?
cos i hate it.
and i dont even know wht ive done
to deserve ths shit.
GRR. FML
like i onestly havent done anythng :(
wtf, can ths not be happening to me?
so much shit all at once.
piling on me like a tonne of bricks.
like actual heavy ones.
like the great wall of china material.
FUCK
the three people tht could possibly fix ths
are like nowhere in sight.
RENEE, BF & GF,
i neeeeed yous :(

pour it down my throat.
make me forget.
make me not feel
idont care bout regret.
puff and inhale.
take me to another place
and let all this bullshit
fade away and erase
lifes fcuked, im fcuked.
im at a dead end.
on my fone is wht mite be my last text.
but icant push send . .

fml

get me outta this place. im suffocating. i just wanna run away. run home. not ths house with people in it. home, like whr loved ones gather. like somewhr close to hmmmmm.. aggs? lol

fml

why the fcuk are you being such a bitch, bitch. you probably dont even know your doeng it. youve got something tht ive always wanted. im not gna lie, im jealous. so flippin' jealous its gng to either make or break our friendship. your such a lucky bitch. and i know you know how much ive always wanted wht you now have. :( rite now, i wish i was you. but im not, i gues i need to learn to be happy with wht i have and to leav the past in the past. some things just arnt meant to be, not for me anyway . . :(